Anxious - The Sewn Wing

The hair on this Anxious is all wrong..

It's supposed to have a straight cut along the bangs and then it grows out back more toward his ears so it looks uneven, but right here I stole the look from my friend's character Zero and just colored it differently..

Either way! This is my very first painting of Anxious!
(Not 1st drawing, 1st PAINTING of Anxious) And I'm proud!

Well, I suppose I should post a bit of his background since I've been meaning to make true character profiles for all my characters on dA but.. I.. just..
...haven't.. so.. yeah, here I go!:

Anxious is about... 11, maybe 12.. He looks about 14/15 and he almost.. always will for some reason.
His real name is Jule. But he's taken on the name Anxious from his first master who set his mind to a constant blood lust by starving him for months on end with a limited supply just to keep him alive. So after a few years of being locked up, Jule's master just set him free to see what chaos would be caused. After a few weeks of panic, Anxious was sealed up again and put aside for later uses or assassinations that his master would need. But Anxious didn't really care, as long as it got him more blood to drink.

There! And I suppose I should explain about the tear/sewn part of his wing too... Well....:


About the third time Anxious was released to go get rid of someone for his master he was attacked by vampire hunters. The first blow was the one that tore his wing and then he was captured by the hunters and taken in for experiments as to why he was in the blood lust even when he had a good supply of blood going. But Jule's master came and stole him back before the hunters did anything else to him. His master, - (whom I just decided to just call 'Master'.) - sewed the wing together just enough so it didn't tear and it made Anxious feel a bit better too.
[edit: His master also used his scarred wing as a form of punishment/torment since too much pain to the wing also causes Anxious great pain.]

~~Edit.
Name: Jule "Anxious"
Age: 11/12 (looks 15)
Hair: Black with large silver streaks
Eyes: Blood shot gold in normal state; pure red with little black for pupils in full blood lust
Race: Vampire [Blood Lust version]
Quick Bio:
Anxious is a vampire who has fallen victim to bloodlust for extended periods of time. His first master, (nameless), kept him locked up and limited with blood for so long that Anxious went insane and was only safe to be released when his master was around. The sight of blood starts the color change to his eyes showing that his full lust is starting, once he starts attacking and drinking blood, only his master can stop him, though he resists, he knows better than to disobey his master's rules or else it meant punishment to him so he just follows rules and orders strictly. His wing was torn when running into hunters for the third time, he was captured and locked away without blood which drove him to the edge of true insanity of bloodlust but was luckily save by his master. His wing wound was sewn and scarred but Anxious at least appreciates that he can fly with it again, though now it could be used for punishment and torture.
End Edit.~~

So, yeah, I'll stop now.

<3,
Mari